Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The signs are changingThe planets are moving
And im fading...
My current situation is the best reason i can offer to explain why i choose to block away certain people in my life, its becoz once im too close with em, i find it so hard to let go of em, and tht wher it hits me damn badly leaving me shocked and dumbfounded.You thot you knew em so well but actually the truth is that u merely assumed things for urself.Becoz the trust tht u haf built will jus vanish one day within a blink.And when that happens the word solltude is perfect to describe what's left , if ther is any anyway.
I should give a shot at acting, bcoz ...
There are so many things i wish to accomplish, and with u not by my side, the future looks bleak.
-our
love story ;
Friday, June 12, 2009
"It's never going to be the same is, it"..though it seems like nothing has changed, but loads of things have changed in my view. As much as im going to adapt, i too am going to change . Gonna be less dependent and distant, bcoz it's all part of the game.
I figured out the above was too short to qualify as my entry..hence i decided to edit it. =)
Ive never appreciated my family this much before untill lately.I realised how much ive missed and the fact tht i should have heed their advice long before..so that i wont be suffering this much today in silence.I thot they will never know bcoz they dont usually make an effort but this time round i was caught off guard. They actually know something is wrong adn they asked me about it. But i din tell anything because it will affect so many other things, things which i stood wrongly by, once.
Why is that when the future reveals itself, its nowhere near what we have imagined it to be. It's all my fault & i should have seen it coming so that i could have been better prepared. not like now, im simply suffocating and i cringe at the very thought of it, i cant explain this in words, i wish i knew how to express me feeling in a form of art, trust me i would have done an amazing job.
WHY?ONLY 1 INTAKE????I WAN TO GO RIGHT AFT I GRADUATE!!!DAMN..
ithu varai nenjil irukkum sila thunbangalai naam marapom
kadikaram mul tholiathu thodum vanam varai poi varuvom
adai mazhai vasal vanthaal, kaiyil kudai indri vazha veipom
adayalam than turapom, ella thesithilum poi rasippom
~Pala Pala from Ayan
Genting trip was ok, it would have been better if not for the company.Did a lot of thinking bcoz despite the comfy seats i jus couldnt sleep, even now i still cant sleep.
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-our
love story ;
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
- Feminine and yet masculine, truly one of a kind...
- I cant believe i had spent so much of lifetime thinking about you, but i cant breathe without you
- It's never going to be the same, is it?
we spent our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will somehow cushion the blow, but the future is always changing, the future is the home of our deepest fears and our wildest hopes, but one thing is certain, when it finally reveals itself, the future is never the way we imagined it.
to love each other even when we hate each other
did u say it..i love you, i dun wan 2 ever live without you, you changed my life, did u say it, make a plan, set a goal work towards it, but every now n then look around n drink it in..it might all be gone tmr
when something begins, you generally have no idea how it's going to end
did u say it? i love u...i dun ever wanna live without u.. u changed my life...did u say it?..make a plan, set a goal.work toward it..but every now n den...look around..drink it in..coz..this is it! it might all be gone tml.
-our
love story ;
