Saturday, March 28, 2009
I know it's an old song..but i felt tht the lyrics were quite meaningful..
The Winner takes it All..by Abba
I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
-our
love story ;
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wee..this is ma 150th post
- I have never missed any1 else this much except u.It gets more & more difficult to cope with departures Not even my own family members. Thank god ther's smth called the mobile phone technology, if nt i wld jus die.I hope u r having a lot of fun.And let's all hope, things will turn out to be better while we let nature takes its course..sounds pretty famuliar.
- Birthdays aint exciting anymore as u go pass the 21st mark. Because it reminds you that you have gt 2 start pulling up your socks n get ur acts together esp when u compare urself with wht other 22 yr olds r achieving at this point of time. But it's ok..goin slow n steady allows u to win the race as well.
- Smth has gne cuckoo wit my appetite. Dun really feel hungry, This 9-5 OCP trainings are taking a toll on me. I dun do office hours. My whole pattern is screwed..bcz i usually sleep at 3 or 4 am n wake up at 12 or 1 or 2.Cant really fault me bcz im jus so nocturnal.
- Kinda looking forward to meet up with my pri sch gals clique this sat. The last we met was in dec during kalp's bdae celebs.We r gna have lunch, catch up on things, n laugh a lot n then in the evening head to tp to watch Swarnam 09.I seriously feel 8 bucks is too much la, given the resources tey have n the shw tey gna put up. But im jus goin dwn to support my cousins. THAT's ALL!
- If u really miss some1, and u r sincere enuff, and god thinks tht it's worth the emotions, things actually do happen in ur favour.So have faith ppl!
- My bro and i dun talk 2 each other, but we keep contact in the form of forwarded mails which is quite hilarious n serious at the same time.
- Ive always wanted to mention this but i keep forgetiing..i really wish Mr Goh Choon Yee & Mr Lok Chen Kwang were following us for the OCT trip.=)
-our
love story ;
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Personality Test Results :
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
the first part nt so true..im nt really straighforward..depends on the issue, the 2nd part is true though
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
k this is very true, tht shd explain my long term singlehoodedness lol
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
oh yes yes haha
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
this one is totally nt me la..i dun flirt or behave seductively wth la..lol
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
yes i dun like to study, but i dun haf a choice..unusual job..tht's damn cool
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
Yup
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
No way..i dun knw wht's my future gna b like
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Not really..i dun use anger
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
yup true enuff
Whenever im not facing the pc, i can conjure entries for my blog, but when im signed in to blogger, my mind goes blank and i completely forget wht i was supposed to type..great, maybe i shd have a pocket book by my side always haha.
An indian wedding is so complicated. Ther is so many ooha aahs associated with it. Yuck n eews too. Getting dressed up for one is even a bigger issue. From the suit, to the accesories, to the shoes, to the hair..to...it's so troublesome, especially for me bcz i dun like to dress up for occasions like this..unless i really gt the mood to which occurs on a very rare basis. Thank god i found smth to wear the day b4 the wedding, if nt i really wouldnt have attended the wedding. Anyway im not gna b very significant so yea..all the more i shd haf stayed at home n watched tv.Thanks to rev..tht the above din happen. Wht wld i do w/o u man?..I really duno..
Im still not used to my hair.It seems like a lot effort has to be put in to maintain it lol. I so so miss my long hair..boo hoo.I pray hard tht ma hair grows back ASAP. But many have commented tht the new hairdo is not tht bad n all..but still i dun know la..i guess i'll take some time 2 accept it.
I know it's not easy to plan a surprise bdae for a close fren, esp when u guys do so many things together, it's not easy to hide and of coz planning it and executing it. But you guys did an excellent job, and i din see it coming haha.So cute la the set up and all, the location, the stuffs and everything, really appreciate it loads guys. Thanks a lot. Sorry if i din react the way i should bcz i was really shocked and surprised and i was really thinking in ma mind..n i was tired too. And no1 has done anything like these before..so i was like..wow hmmm.Besides im also nt really gd at expressing my thoughts so yeap haha.Im not really gd in handling sentimental cliche or sweet stuffs..haha but anyway thanks darlings..love u all..thanks for the effort n all..truly, sincerely appreciate it k
You never fail to lift my mood, be it gd or bad, but u r like a mystery jigsaw puzzle which is almost impossible to piece up together bcz i dont have the complete picture, so the puzzle should juz b left ther till i figure out things
-our
love story ;
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I gt mixed feelings abt this
1) I feel so happy, bcz the outcome was somewht wht i had expected it to be.Could have been better though, but still it's good. Atleast i dont feel guilty bcoz i know i have put in my best.
on the other hand
2) You know hw sometimes u go against all odds, give in everything u have, breaking thresholds, spend days and hours bcz u wan smth out of it...and in the end it doesnt turn out that way, and you find urself asking if it was tht bad afterall.Hmm.......disappointing.
and..
i wish i had some1 special to share my joys and sadness with...
-our
love story ;
Thursday, March 05, 2009
"I fly like paper,
get high like planes .."
I too am addicted to this song.Whenever i listen to this song, i feel so high, like i can conquer anything in the world.If only i could..
I feel so excited like the way we were wheneva we were brought for excursions in primary sch...bcz..
Priyalatha Kurusamy is going IBN BIOPOLIS..tmr ( lil gang, its gt nth to do wif DCFS okie!!!! ). The one place ive always wanted to go ever since i heard abt it.
"Sometimes I think sitting on trains
Every stop I get to
I'm clocking that game
Everyone's a winner,
we're making our fame "..
i told ya i was addicted to the song..
-our
love story ;
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
The nite was fine as usual..
I met her and we went for the bdae party
I guess now they now the kind of ppl i spend my weekdays with in sch
He came to pick us up, looking good as usual when he drives
Then we picked up another monkey
The monkey was hungry, so we decided to head to changi village
We decided to ask him to meet us ther as well,
since he was dying to meet his FI lol, damn gay la haha
We ate, but i guess tension set in after awhile, bcoz we realised that he is coming.
We waited for him.
He got lost and finally reached.
Im so glad tht i have frenz whu dun mind a extra joining us esp when we gt no way of starting a conv with him.
We headed to changi beach
We walked untill we found a spot and talked.
I did attempt to eavesdrop bits n pieces of their conv.
Their as in ASP's and SOC's conv...
Those 2 became emo bcz the scenery was such...
We had fun watching over aeroplanes and making out which airlines did they belong to
I think quantas has got good promotional offers goin on bcz we kept seeing Quantas airlines every now n then.
Oh and she was very good with the airline guessing thingy
We talked n talked till abt almost midnight.
He was heading to jb
He was heading home bcz he had work the next day.
And we were still figuring out wher to go.
In the end we deicded to go slack at marina barrage despite warnings
He followed us there, which was damn sweet.
Im still wondering why though..
We reached Marina barrage.
It was ther at tht very place that we all concluded tht Hayabusa Suzuki is one of the best bikes ever.
His bike is one of the best that ive ever seen and nth else can beat it.
I had a ride on it w/o knowing anything about it.
K back to the outing..
So the 3 of us were at Marina Barrage.
We poured our hearts out.
We were waken up by fake snooze motion wheneva we dozed off
Our butts got bored easily so we kept shifting.
The last spot we were at was the best.
if only we had a mat, i think we wld have all slept while looking upon the sky tht was bedazzled with stars.
The climate was cool and nice.
We got bored, tired and hungry so we decided to take a brisk walk out of the place to reach civilisation.
He was against it, but we were pretty confident that we wld somehow make it outside.
Little did we know..wht was in store for us.
So we walked n walked n talked.
The walk lasted for very long.
We reached a junction when we heard dogs barking.
We freaked out
She said tht they were chasing us.
He refused to accept the fact.
But fear was written all over our faces.
We half walked half run over grass patches n roads
I swear i wasnt prepared to run, i was mentally preparing myself for the worst.
We continued half walking half running untill we realised the dogs werent chasing us.
But we decided to defend ourselves with tree branches.
The other 2 picked up branches tht cld be used as a weapon of defence
But the one tht i picked up was small and pathetic.
I started laughing like a lunatic when i realised tht.
It was damn hilarious to even think about laughing in such a situation, but we all did haha.
We continued walking..
We abandoned our weapon of defence after some time.
We walked past a few bus stops only to realise that the first bus wasnt goin 2 arrive any soon.
We continued walking.
Just then miraculously a cab appeared.
We were so damn bloody glad la.
We hopped in and headed to liang court.
And guess wht it was a mon early morn period
and the macs was filled with gays.
I was actually fine with it but except for one particular person who was moaning like every 5 min interval.
The moaning was terrible and ear piercing according to him.
Ive never seen him get so angry before.
That look he had on his face was a rare sight.
She helped by trying to eat quickly.
We left macs asap n went to a bridge to sit n slack.
i think we looked like drunkards whu were recovering from hangover
I finally know wher is gotham..
Both she and I were taking turns to doze off
and he was having fun keeping us awake
I did a duck butt shake at the bridge
I drove a imaginary bike with sound effects
Once again we became sleepy and tired
We decided to walk and we reached clarqe quay
The two of them had to answer nature's call and so we went to the toilet.
The stairway path tht was leading to the toilet was never ending la
Then we slacked at clarqe quay.
We tried to sleep while he was guarding his precious baby, the ipod touch
We concluded that we needed a coffee to perk us up.
So we went back to the macs n drank coffee
We were all awake like owls momentarily
After tht 2 of us went to pick up ma new passport, while he headed back home.
A big thanks to the guys whu always takes care of us like no1 else will atleast for now
Its scary and amusing at the same time, abt..how a person you know for such a short time, can cross your mind very often like a million times in a day...very scary indeed.You might not know it
but i secretly pray for your safety everyday,bcz i cannot afford to lose you at any cost.
" You're on ma heart jus like a tatoo..
just like a tatoo,
.i'll always have you"
and thanks to you tht im even thinking when i was asked that qn.
Im so freaking nervous abt ma results for this semester and the whole mp/sip allocation. Im jus so scared. It is this time round that my results matters the most for everything to go well and i cant afford to screw up. But looking back i really cant tell anything for sure. But atleast i know i gave it my best shot and i survived it.Its as scary as i was
You know the fact tht i dont know wht i want to do aft my diploma is very..erm sad?Bcoz the atleast the past years passed by and i know i wld still b doin smth the following year, but this time round it's not like that. The more i look at the options i have from here, the more i look at the prerequisites..the more confused and uncertain i am. i don't know why but i just feel not ready for the next part of my academic journey yet. But partly i think, its because my past still haunts me.
Jus for to get well and recover soon before even anything has begun. ive decided to commit myself to do some things. I have never thought i would do such things, Everything happens for a reason so i guess the time has come now.Maybe after this my r/ship with god would improve a lot.way better..
The theme music of dreams on fire is an excellent composition by AR Rahman. It's very soulful and soothing. Imagine listening to it while u r taking a stroll along the beach at nite alone..
-our
love story ;
