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Friday, October 31, 2008

2 weeks of school has passed.The moment the week starts i'll be looking forward to the weekend, the moment the weekend arrives, i'm like "oh shit mon is gna come." School has been quite hectic with the increasing load of assignments and projects.Ther is just so much of internal politics and backstabbing going arnd in class.

Deepavali was the most boring ever this year. Bcz mum started screaming too much before the days leading up to Diwali..and so that dampen the mood on the actual day. No one went anywhere or did anything great on that day.

I miss quite a lot of ppl, obviously nt my polymates..the others i mean.

-our love story ;

Saturday, October 18, 2008

K im dying peepz pls help me!

The painkillers are nt helping me.

So the last person i was talking before i went in2 the room was ran.I went in so happily like a yaya papaya clueless of what was ahead of me. I went in and i was waiting for my dentist to come in2 my room. This waiting time there while u r seated in the long chair can b tortorous, it's like u have to calm ur mind n then psycho it n tell urself everything is gna be okay, u'll b leaving this place very soon.

And then ma dentist came over, she mentioned about doing crowning after the braces is done.I juz nodded for everything. And then she said tht we were gna do extraction for today.I was like pretty cool about it. She asked hw many i wanted to do for tht day. I said 2, and she picked the 2 lucky ones.

The 2 lucky ones were located at my right upper jaw n lower right jaw. The extracton took about an 1 hour. She injected my mouth at various points like for 8 times. By now im so used to the injection, so it's like nth. But yest my whole mouth was numb. I couldnt feel anything right up to my nose. She was struggling for a vey very long long time with both the teeths. And i din get 2 see any of them before they gt disposed i think..so sad.The most painful extraction was the lower jaw one bcz when she was using the forceps i could feel the pain right below my throat despite the numbness. Then she stuffed the gauze and the ordeal was finally over. I left the place like a one sided puffer fish. I was still okay, can smile at the receptionist all. I was clever enuff to take a bus back home. Bcz i din realise blood was dripping all over my shirt and my chin, like really a lt of blood, n i din feel anything. I used up like 3 tissue packets wiping it off every now n then n i kept looking at the road, hoping the bus wld move faster. It's not a nice feeling when every passenger keeps staring at u like , like as if u ran away from a murder scene.

Then i came home. Mum n gold freaked out when they saw the state i was in. I thot my mum was the brave sort, but she so isnt la. Gold..i think if she saw the gauze, she wld have fainted on the spot. Then the whole night i was spitting out saliva and blood in2 plastic bags every 2 to 3 mins and i kept tasting blood all the time till tdae morning. I couldnt eat or drink. As the numbness went off, the pain got even more excruciating and intense.So i just took all the painkillers n went to sleep like a drug addict.

This morn when i wake up, i realise one of ma seperators came out lol. So im currently preserving it a nice cute lil container. My chin is swollen. I cant move my jaws yet. I cant bite. I can only drink water. Ther is gum sores all in my mouth, and the injection points hurt still.

So im in a very very bad mood, easily irritated mood

Timetable for Sem 2.2 is okay.God has been answering my prayers very well hehe.

Mon: 12pm - 4pm
Tue: 2pm - 6pm
Wed: 9am -5pm( mite change)
Thurs: 8am - 6pm
Fri: NO SCH YAHOO!!

Subjects up for this semester are
1) Medical Devices
2) Circuits and Signals
3) Bioinformatics
4) Micro Controller Technology
5) Organizational Communication
6) CDS subject for this sem is Undersatnding theatre..but im changing it.

I miss being able to eat like a normal person, i feel so retarded now. Anyways ive lost my appetite 4 food long time ago which is gd so i can lose weight.

And i miss talking to Animal Planet, i guess we are all busy

Deepavali is just like any other normal day for me. No big deal. The older u get, the more boring it becomes.I'll probably just stay at home n watch tv =)

From 6...to ...3...n nw 2...

-our love story ;