LIFE STORY, without you.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Im sure all of us have a story to share about the making of our pcb boards.Mine was initially filled with sadness n disappointments n ended of with triump today.I wish i could stand at, sch of eng concourse, n scream "I m done with ma pcb board fabrication!!" at the top of my lungs, bcz i did went thru tht much.

Term tests r next week.5 papers, 5 days, 5 same timings.it's goin 2 b mentally & physically exhausting, but im gna try my best.

Well i detest ppl whu claim they dun study in frnt of u, but at hme tey r working their ass off, thus tey get good results.Since i hate them so much, i wouldnt do sucha thing too.Im some1 whu can b still flipping thru ma notes when e ppr is about to start in a few mins time.Well i even had topics to cover, few hours before my A level exams which pretty much accounts for my 'excellent' results.So if i happen to do well despite my insufficient preparation, it can b due to many other reasons.

Dad's left.Mum's gna leave.Bro left long time ago.So it's party time!! Hw i wish, but i got my term test at that time.What a spoiler!!so any1 wan 2 come over for a stayover lol.

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

For some reason sum ppl dun sound happy, but since i dun haf any right to ask, i cant do anything about it.

Oh MY GOd MY HEART JUZ SHATTERED IN2 BIT & PIECES AFTER I HEARD THAT, I SWEAR NTH WAS GOIN IN2 MA BRAIN AFTER THAT..PASSAGEWAY BLOCKED!I JUZ LOST MA MAIN MOTIVATION TO GO TO SCH ON WEDNESDAYS...

I think it's like the soccerball case scenario lolz..orh...hot stuff..

BTW tdae's APEL ( applied principles for effective living ) class was enlightening we talked, more like had a open conversation open peer pressure & sex .When our careperson asked "so many of u all are against having sex b4 marriage", guess what to my horror only a few of us raised our hands like 3 or 4 out of 22 of us.My cultural upbringing (to a certain extent) n ma moral values(to a great extent) have influenced ma decision.But i dun have anything against ppl whu think otherwise, juz remember that nth is definite today & anything can happen tmr so make sure u have thought through well abt the consequences..

-our love story ;

My mind did slip a bit but thankfully it's back on track.But im feeling disturbed & confused, hope it subsides on its own.

Oh ya BTW welcome to the world of f-ed up ppl, bcz u neva know who is goin 2 do what next, this world is filled with lots of unpredictable matters.

A HUGE THANK YOU to ma classmates Jen & Emmz, i seriously don knw what i'll do w/o both u guys..Maybe my life wld have been a bit different if u guys were wif me in MI, but i did had good company ther too.Thanks for advising me on everything n anything, u r ppl whom to i can talk abt anything under the sun n be myself.Mean a lot to me..Muacks haha..

I have another long weekend break cuming up dur to Vesak day..fri no sch..sat & sun weekend..mon Vesak day, looks like god has answered ma prayers, need to go to the church damn, need 2 clear stuffs from ma head.

Jus promise me that no matter what happens, u would hear me out first b4 cuming to any conclusion, pls..

-our love story ;

Sunday, May 11, 2008

According to them,

it seems that i am having a major attitude problem.Being quiet means trouble...being loud means rude...so shall i b dumb then?

After doing so much, tey still complain...

How i wish i had sch durin the weekends or tht i was stayin in a hostel.

Is it so wrong to convince every1 for a family trip?

Well i asked if u were free but i guess u haf made plans, or ur other friends haf planned things for u so enjoy urself then.Wish u all the best fren.Happy 21st birthday..to ya.

Can u pls come back ASAP cz i'm dying w/o talking 2 u..

-our love story ;

Sunday, May 04, 2008

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Saturday, May 03, 2008

And so everytime i walk out of the dentist room, i feel as if i had juz completed an A level paper..cz it's so scary n painful..n gosh money spent for each
consultation + whateva tht happens in ther=freaking expensive
and hearing words like root canal + crowning and so on...oh god juz makes me wan 2 disappear frm the long chair thingy..i was alredi feeling nt so gd tht i think i wld haf juz cried while she was doing my filling, nt bcz of the pain but bcz of some other stuffs...but i shd b getting ma metallic smile soon so tht's wht matters...

-our love story ;

I lay on the floor like shattered bits of glass pieces..and ppl continue to walk on me..

I feel terribly lonely at this point of time

I cant wait for u to come back 2 tell u so many things

Whateva has happened, it's all fated, n i think it's too late to mend things

" No matter how hard we try to ignore it or deny it, eventually the lies fall away. Whether we like it or not. But here's the truth about the truth. It hurts, so we lie."

" Too often the thing you want the most is the thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heart broken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who"

"If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask... "

(my favourite)
"The thing about plans is they don't take into account the unexpected, so when we're thrown a curve ball, whether its in the O.R. or in life, we have to improvise. Of course, some of us are better at..."

Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey

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Thursday, May 01, 2008

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I juz came back from kyky's bdae chalet.Bonded a lot wif daddy haha.Was hangin out wif him all along in the chalet..ya i knw i gt no life..bcz the rest were bz entertaining others, the beach was sucha nice place 2 chill tdae..

(daddy lous..)

My mood has been all over the places lately.I think the closest buddies in ma class wld haf never seen this side of me so far.I have been cursing, swearing, passing all kinds of unwanted comments at the wrong times, using loads of vulgarities, snapping, bitching...aiyah u juz name it la i've been thru it all..I'm so sorry k..i'll try to b back to ma normal mode.

I skipped Eng maths 3 tutorial, this week, so tht happens to be the first skipped lesson for this semester.But guess wht the tchr marked all of us as present =), so i guess we were damn lucky la.Back to y i skipped maths tutorial it was bcz of kyky's bdae celebs @ ITAS canteen.The cake gt delayed..guys as usual dun haf punctuality so we all knw wht wld haf happened.

( while we were waitin 4 the cake wif the bdae boy....)

(the bugs bunny tooth appeared when he saw e cake)

(cuttin e cake... )

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From L-R:martin, kavin,viky,shahul,aravind, mani)

(look at kavin's lost look..)

Swarnam last Sat was ok..onli ok..mind u ther is lots of room for improvement.I did ushering wif a bunch of strangers which was weird but i manage to make new frenz, but then sadly they r all alumni..so much for the new bonds...But the D BOYS totally rocked the show man the singing, the storm everything was great..Gd job guyz!Wearing heels with a sprained ankle was torturous

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