Friday, February 29, 2008
Happy 5th Birthday to
Lim Rui Juan Jennifer
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dun realli feel too good today
freakin scared abt my grades cz of 1 doomed subject
u keep trying all kinds of ways but to no avail
i onli told u bcz i tht u wld understand
but i think u r normal juz like every1 else
onli i knw hw happy i was
but nw i think we r more like strangers
probably bcz i dun knw
will onli call if smth is needed
no his byes no msgs
every1 is behaving like jerks
so disappointing
tht's so not normal
i swear dwn the road ,
in the years to come,
i wun b selling curry puffs
i will b some1
i will prove it to u
u r nowhere even near the
dust beneath his feet
i hate u like hell, tchr
EXAMS HAF ENDED, IT'S TIME FOR A BREAK;SEMESTER BREAK
-our
love story ;
Monday, February 18, 2008
I curse the thief whu stole my sandals..he/she shall slip n fell while damn badly while wearing my sandals, comon la my feet size is so small i wonder hw many ppl can actually use ma sandals..
Currently, i'm dutifully abiding by the following mantras
- Eat well
- Study well
- Sleep well
- Live well
Onli till the 27th....
For the first time eva, my exams end earlier thn the dip in mechatronics students yahoo....i'm so happy on the 27th i'll purposely call siva n viky n irritate the hell out of em, bcz tey ALWAYS dun wait for my exams to end b4 they go n enjoy so nw it's ma turn...cant wait !!!
I MISS MY BRO, KANNAN KURUSAMY, i knw he'll b laughing his ass of when he reads this...
-our
love story ;
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Bro is leaving tmr
I like this song although i dun understand anything..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__7Lvcd5kzE
-our
love story ;
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
The chalet stay which lasted from 9/02-11/02 was great.I wish i cld stay ther forever, not tht the place was nice, or sparkling clean anyway juz tht it kinda helped to ease the mind a lot.I don even haf to think abt school or worry abt any damn fed up proj...it was blissful.The insects n the toilets were a major turn off...
On the first day, we checked in bought stuffs n all,we cldnt really settle dwn properly bcz the ppl in the house had planned a buffet get tother kinda thingy so..ya.Was dirty stinky n had had charcoal stains all over ma face, cz i chose to stay by the bbq pit all along.The irony i din eat any of the bbq stuff.When u bbq, u need to use the right charcoal ppl if nt u can stand ther for hours n hours but ur charcoal doesnt realli get heated up..Ph ya n my fren rantini came over to stay over...Showered n ate dinner at abt 11 plus then went up the rooms wif the gurl cuzzies.We did a lot of catching up..it's a big deal bcz we barely exhange more than a hi or a bye at family occasions.Talked some stories.Tried to sleep at 4 plus but cldnt so i decided to join the guys whu were having so much of fun playing monopoly while _____.I will neva forget the state i saw kavinesh in and his "Shh dun tell shalini matter.."
Stayed with the guys till abt 7 plus b4 the rest left while bro n i went to get breakfast.The weather was ideal for a nice jog.The rest of the guys went to check out OCH .Bro n I were so tired n exhausted.Came back hme said hi to whu ever had woken up..and i went to sleep.But i cldnt sleep la woke few hours later came dwn to receive complaints abt the prata..ppl dun appreciate nvm..and then juz han arnd played badminton,played some games like dog n bone haha ate lunch, send off ran, came back 2 chalet to sleep, woke up..came dwn , by then the youngest baby czan bro had arrived he is so damn cute..i really wish i were a baby, a baby's life is so nt demanding, sleep, drink milk, sleep, drink water, urine, shit, sleep n the cycle goes on.Oh ya i carried him.I cant stand kids whu r so active..arghhhhhhh, susan is so naughty haha, at nite most of the aunts n czans had left cz tey had sch the next day..slept aft watching the thailand ghost movie.I was sleeping alone till mum joined me a few hors later.Cldnt realli sleep properly was tossin n turning cz it was freaking cold.
Woke up next morn to so called 'go sch', came back to chalet at abt 1 plus.Ate lunch.We played games it was more fun this time cz we had a good bunch of ppl la those enthu ones, we played heart attack..it was so funny, the baby czan was in the same room wif us while we played wonder hw he endures all the noise.Then we played Monopoly, but the thing abt monopoly it's a long game n u realli need to sustain ur interest when playing it so..ya..came back hme at night...
Din wan 2 go sch but thn thanks to emm n jen i went to sch..it's really bcz of them i went to sch..and as for my fri 8am lab lesson i got to thank jen for that..haha,I WOULDNT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SURVIVE IN SCH W/O THEM TODAY,TKZ GUYS the grp size has decreased considerably, not sure whu's fault, ther r days we dun even say hi or bye things r so different, a whole day goes by w/o us exchanging any form of wishes or conversations.It feels kinda weird la bcz the person u were very first close whn u join sch is no longer realli hanging out wif ur clique.But forming our own cliques n stuff is normal i guess, part n parcel of sch life..shall accept it
I TORE MY COMP PROG QN PAPER IN2 BITS N PIECES HAHA..YAY IT'S OVER I KNW I SCREWED UP MY INTERVIEW BIG TIME BUT I DUN GIVE A DAMN IT'S OVER SO YAR..YAY!
Hey Ran tkz a lot 4 cuming over 2 stay at ma chalet,n for enduring every1's myriad personalities..hah i guess u met some1 wif the same bdae as urs which i din knw till tht dae muahaha
-our
love story ;
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
U pray really hard for the bus to come quickly so tht u can go back hme asap, when u r left with $1.20 for bus fare, ur nose is leaking like a tap n u only haf 1 tissue left, n it's freaking cold even when the sun is shining brightly .arhhh...
The FLU effect sucks big time!!!
-our
love story ;
Monday, February 04, 2008
Oh yes i'm finally able to breathe now.The roller coaster ride is over.This 2 weeks, it has been the worst weeks of my life ever since i joined tp man..it started of with the following..
18/01-biofund test
20/01-online psychology quiz
21/01-due date for biofund project, comp prog lab test
22/01-comp prog quiz/thaipusam
24/01-biochemistry lab test
25/01-edev lab test
27/01-online psychology quiz
29/01-eng maths 2 quiz/edev quiz 2
30/01-psychology proj presentation
31/01-biofund lab test
02/02-psychology common test
04/02-biochemistry quiz
Whu the hell said poly life was easy..no way defintely nt for ma course..talking abt ma course..Jen & I went to take a peek at the career fair, each of us were armed with our qns , but then sadly most of our questions were left unanswered.I just dun get it y do some companies immediately shun us away the moment tey hear tht we r doin a diploma in biomedical informatics engineering...i dun understand in wht way r we less inferior thn the students from biomedical science..in fact the % of graduates whu succesfully get in2 the uni frm tht diploma course is lower as compared to ours.So at the end of the day we r still better..i think our gpa scores speak for themselves.This is wht happens when u promote too much about your course during the JAE exercise haha.
Oh yes as for psychology, i'm glad it's over.As far as this subject is concerned it's not about the grade what matters i took it up as a challenge, bcz so many ppl were like saying stuffs like it's the worst cross disciplinary subject anyone can take, it's demanding, it's difficult so on n on.But whu cares atleast i tried.And if i do well in this subject (hopefully) i'll be more than happy in fact i'll go n celebrate , i'll b so proud of myself bcz i did my part in contribuiting to the passing % of the eng students.Whu says eng students cant read long chunks of texts frm the textbook.We can do it!!!As for the project part my group members did drive me crazy.When time is running short and u've got so many things to complete before it's ur turn to present, n ur speech isn't ready yet..the least u can do is atleast offer to help nt juz sit dwn ther n pretend everything is fine bcz we handling all tht needs to done..it juz shows hw inconsiderate you are..thank god there was something called peer appraisal. &.i was very sincere with my comments.
Lately my tagboard has been getting very active and interesting, tkz to all the peepz whu have contribuited to its liveliness
The amount of determination i show for unimportant matters like finding for a particular song i heard over the radio, i really wish it can be channelled to my academic life.I'm sure it can do wonders.Procrastination is one of my major weakness as far as school work is concerned.It's a bad habit tht i need to shrug off .
I'm glad things at home have changed for the better.After all that has happened, and i din change i would be so hopeless.So much things have happened and i'm grateful to have friends whu stuck with me throughout this whole thing.
I owe Rev & Emmz their birthday gifts haha..u all in the waiting list la dun worry u will get ur gifts soon.
As much as i hate the biomed sci course at the school of Applied Science, i'm going to go ther to work on project.Juz for the exposure la i heard the labs at the School of Applied Science is kinda different as compared to our biochem labs in engineering sch.
I think this person is juz drifting further n further away from all of us at home.I know it's part n parcel of life u cant expect ur closed ones to be by ur side all the time, but the changes shd be occuring periodically not so drastically all at one go.What we say or we do doesnt matter as much as it did last time so tht shows hw much things have changed ..for the gd or for the worse i don know
The amount of pressure tey r exerting on my parents, in turn makes my parents go crazy.Some things needs to be well thought of, considered of before major decisions can b made.They just don't get it la.Bcz of this i'm getting all the shit n crap..i think i go thru enuff shit in sch dun wish to come hme n go thru it as well.
To that *&^% uncle of mine, i swear i'll take revenge for whatever u said.You being drunk is not an excuse.A joke isn't a joke if the person involved isn't laughing.You have 2 daughters as well..ther's something called karma/retribution..after so much u went thru looks like u havent learnt your lesson well.Your attitude stinks big time.You disgust me totally.I'll b damn rude to you and i'll competely ignore u for whatever u said to me.You the r the 2nd person in ma life whu has made me this upset 2 the point i can just cry at a family function.Please think through whateva u wish to say in the future.Thank god my parents r clueless about what happened.I'm just not done with you yet.
My computer programming project is making me go crazy..i really wish some1 can help me with it.How am i supposed to enjoy my chinese new year public holidays if i dun settle this project thing..HOW???????DIE LAAAAAAAA
Dun expect me to send out invitations/ or smses regarding my 21st bdae celebrations, bcz i dun intend to celebrate it..i believe i havent achieve anything great yet therfore i dun deserve a celebration
-our
love story ;
