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Monday, January 15, 2007

Wa i just gt to knw tht i'm goin India on the 20th this sat, and i'm like too shocked to even react. I mean it's such a short notice la, but the best part of it all will be tht i'm goin wif DADDY, yes it's juz the bth of us onli...woohoo....yay!!!! We've gt nth planned out for our 10 day trip, which is kinda expected..guys tey r so nt organized except for a handful of them. I think i'll do advance shopping for the upcoming Deepavalis..n oh ya hey i'll be cuming back juz in time for Thaipusam hmm..

I was confused tht day..bt nw i'm feeling so much better..my mind kinda slipped ya.I guess Time has the answer to everything. Ix've decided nt 2 rush thru anything.I need to get ma results, plan my educational path & see hw thngs flow in later. Nothing is going 2 be certain 4 nw.I think i'll juz get 2 knw ppl better in the mean while.

I've gt abt 4 more months to AP's 21st bdae, i need to start saving up, need to get something special for him, for some1 whom i knw for as long as....6 yrs.He is one of the greatest guy fren i've ever had. And it's very hard to come by such a guy comparing the ones arnd us..tsk tsk. Thank god he doesn't behave like any 1 of his replicas cz all of them r useless.

I've seen ppl taking some time juz 2 get over a 1 yr relationship.But wht if it was 5 yr + relationship. And ppl can take things so lightly n juz end their r/ship via a friendster msg. Might as well dun go stead right...i knw it's easy for me 2 say cz i've yet 2 experience anything like n i dun wan 2...i'll juz die.If i were her, i'll probably b arguing all the way wif ma parents ( i think onli ma mum ) juz 2 prove my point. Isnt a 5 yr relationship worth fighting for ppl....haiz. I've already tried lending a helping hand, bt 2 no avail, i cannot do anything if bth the parties dun compromise. I juz wish the bth cld have thought abt all these matters before they went or something, however this incident shall be an important lesson for me 2 learn frm, tkz bu n u'll always have me by ur side..rain or shine..muacks

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Haiz, i'm totally confused at this point of time, i dun knw whether whateva i'm doin nw is right, i wish i was in sch nw atleast i would be discussinh this issue wif ma lil gang.I'm trying 2 forget everything tht had happened in the past..cz u knw it's new yr, new beginning, start afresh...lol. But everything is so perfect, i wish it continues to be like this n juz hope tht this time it lasts longer for good.However at the same time i'm feeling guilty abt hiding some things from a certai someone.I can't choose bcz both r also impt except tht .....erm i duno la.Hope i wun end up getting hurt all over again, this time i promise to be extra careful..if only we had answers to everything tht happens life wld b so much better

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