Sunday, December 31, 2006
I am so tired, my mum says i look like a walking zombie, i juz cant keep track of which day of the week it is or wht's on tv, everytime i watch the tv tht is like for a few mins n a commercial comes by i roll my eyes, my dreams are about neo sports channel & neo sports plus channel & cricket matches, i've gt eyebags( u knw like the gal in adams family ), i drink like 8 -10 cups of coffee to stay awake (worst thn A levels arh) my eyesight has gotten worse, i can't remember when was the last time i had a proper conversation wif my parents or friends, i totally dread the fast fwd, rewind, pause n the play buttons..ther's more to come in the next few days .
For some idiotic reason the time betw 7:30am - 1230pm takes ages to pass by everyday, the temperature is so low in there tht i've to visit the toilet evey 1/2 an hour to use the hand dryer to warm myself, aft some time i'll strt seeing lines on the tv.Today the office was like a dead cemetry, i think there were like less than 10 of us working lol. Juz becz my lunch hadn't arrived the in charge monkey told me to go back 2 continue my work, while she was hurrying my bro to finish up his food quickly ( Home cooked) so tht he can get back to work. Evry few hours another IC walks in to check n keeps pressurising us to complete tht particular day's channel review asap. Wheneva ther's a live telecast show, tht's when u r doomed cz tht's when they make lots of mistakes during the commercial advertisement. Tdae we moved on to another channel Neosports plus, the worst part of it is tht the timing on the video n the scheldue differ by 2.5 hrs, it may sound pretty easy, but at times juz some calculation with weird timings can make u go gaga haha. i guess working life is kinda tough.I missed my all time fav movie on central tdae felt so freaking pissed abt it haiz... All these ordeal is juz for 2 weeks n gd $$$ aft tht. Hopefully my sanity remains aft tht...in case i go thru a post work syndrome hehe.
-our
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Monday, December 25, 2006
SO IT'S Christmas. This year it's been v boring no Christmas party for some lame reason.In fact all occasions haf been boring esp in ma hse so it's nth new haha. But i still went 2 church yest it's been ages since i went so i juz decided to go, aft tht we went 2 Banana leaf Apollo to kotikuranz (eat), in fact i've been doin tht wo fail eva since the end of my A levels haha. And I’ve got ppl giving me various types of comments abt it like "are u under depression?", "haf u been eating too much of b complex pills?", "mayb u shd slim dwn n prob u'll find a guy 2 get att to?"(damn funny). The Banana leaf thingy was on a Sunday @ tekka, so the atmosphere was great . I've gt great uncles n aunts whu cant find any other better dates to book for my grandparents wedding anniversary. We oso surprised my uncle with his bdae cake, n he was like " hey dun sing anything arh damn malu sia", but do u think we cared we purposely sang v loudly juz 2 embarass him n mind u it was a Sunday!!!

Czans
The Christmas lights @ Orchard this year wasnt really up 2 expectations, it was kinda mundane.Some pics we took..

My 2 aunts n ma czans

Me n 1 of ma czan sis

My bro n ma aunt

Me n blood A

My bro takes great pics

Czans, bro n aunt
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
Whoo juz came back from a chalet marathon a few days n haf been busy wif house work so i cldnt blog for some time
My family's chalet was frm the 8th - 12th @ Changi.I will neva forget the experience i had.The chalet was damn ulu la. And the open concept thingy juz din work out. We had cats exploring our chalets at nights. All kinds of weird insects flying all over...so glad tht it's over. Sorry i knw i'm the one whu booked it but tis will be my first and last time i'm gonna book sucha a chalet no more Changi Seaview Chalet Open Veranda. But we played some interesting games like Black Magic n Mastermind. As for the Mastermind game, i was the last person to figure out wht the mastermind was actually doin. And ma czans were all like younger thn me n they manage to figure out wht my bro was doing like so fast. I have to admit i felt so stupid n lousy. We also went for a drive in ma uncle's car juz to check out the the 9's at the carpark.Some were like damn hot wearing skimpy clothes.We practically covered all the carparks haha..
Following tht was my aunt's chalet.Wa tht was a blast man. It wasn't really a chalet it was like a two storey bungalow.It was damn big n the place was sparkling clean. It's like u goin 2 stay over at someone's house. The flooring upstairs was teak wood. The toilets were class juz like the ones u see at hotels. Bt i had the trouble figuring out hw 2 turn the shower n i actually went to the extent of getting dressed juz 2 come out n ask hw i cld switch it. I juz cant bathe using the scoop thingy n the pail dun really feel clean doin tht. We watched lots of movies n did some catching up with my cousin brothers. My aunts noticed tht i was closer with my cousin brothers thn my czan sisters( excluding a few ) I followed them along whereva they went n i left all my things like my bag, accessories, hp all in their room so ya.It's nt my fault i feel tht i can't relate tht well to my cousin sisters because of the age gap n they r kinda being brought up differently from the way i did. Wheneva i haf a conversation with them they r only interested if i'm att , why not ? or whu's been msging me or else they will questioning me abt my guy contacts. This doesnt happen wif my cousin brothers tog with my elder bro bcz we all have nth to hide. WE knw each other like in n out n so it's much easier to communicate n we dun haf to b acting dumb when we mention a vulgarity n we can talk openly abt anything.Sometimes i wish i was born as a guy.
Oh yes i also have a step cousin sis whu is being abused like damn badly la. She's got an elder bro whu is juz a year younger thn my bro whu beats her up for no reason n treats her like his s;ave. God knws if this is it or ther's more to this. Her mother is even worse, the words tht come out frm her mouth are far more worse thn the kind i hear frm my mum's mouth. Recently she burnt a hole on ma czan sis's hand using a matchstick juz bcz she cldnt find a scotch tape wa such ppl act still do exist arh. F'more ma czan sis left the chalet one night n she returned the next day wif her specs broken, swollen eyes n cheeks, we all knw wht happen. But wht's even more disturbing is tht no one is doing anything despite knwing everything. They have become so oblivious n pretend tht evrything is normal. And come on la the gal is only like 10 years old. If this were to continue i think she's going to go under deep depression. I wish i had the age n the relevant resources to adopt her. She is also the bright type whu's supposed to do better thn me in her PSLE, bt somehw some things juz went hay wire. I hope things get better for her. Her mum can cont acting dumb n celebrate her idiotic son's bdae as if he really deserves it. If i were the gal i'll juz spit at the birthday cake la.
Bu is doin great we havent really went out CZ he's been too busy wif ma czans n his gf. We do have our private moments at home. And then my mum juz looks at us n say u bth have changed so much i've got no idea why she suddenlt said tht. We've been staying up late till like 4 or 5 watching movies n then i'll wake up at abt 1 or 2 juz in time for lunch. but somehw bu wakes up earlier thn me wht an irony. We went shopping for his clothes at bugis . I hate tht place man especially during weekends. So bloody crowded and almost every corner ther r ppl smoking eew...it's k for bu i'll do anything ya. He needs some1 like ma mum or me to follow him cz he cant choose the right colours hahaha.
K i gtg for nw, wonder wht are my classmates doin miss them, miss the sch routine and yes i also miss PE
-our
love story ;
Sunday, December 03, 2006
As I was cleaning up my studyroom which took ages, i came across many stuffs. There were several junctures where i nearly teared.Especially after looking at my tamil lit file, the letters tht were passed betw phy lectures lol, scribbled msgs on the lecture notes..haiz going to miss sch for these gd reasons.I started say at abt 9 plus cz the tamil movie on central was so boring...n din end till like abt 5 tdae morn, wah wht a cleaning marathon.Wld b goin to the airport later to pick up Bu....yay!!!!So for the next few months or so i've gt to put up with the following for good;
- my mum's ignorance
- soccer channels
- loud snores
- my fav snacks goin missing mysteriously
- less time on the computer
- maybe my hp is goin 2 leave me temporarily ( worst)
- more new papers
- my ankle length socks goin missing
I'm lovin it
And as for those of u all whu haf close friends u shd once in a while recollect some memories it's woth it la the experience i mean.I jus did tht wif n i came to knw so many things which i din till tday n i was so tongue tied.It's surprising to think abt hw ppl can remember some vivid details n u don't , i juz hope this journey of frienship continues haha...
-our
love story ;
Friday, December 01, 2006
I just watched Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna for the 2nd time , for those of you whu havent catch the movie yet u shd go watch it @ youtube or smth.I mean it's like one of the best hindi movies i ever watched la...but the movie is like 3 hours plus long..haha
Today daddy turns 55..he's a big old man lol.I guess he's a reaching the age where he needs to be taken care of properly...more exercise, healthier food n etc.Just hope everything turns out well for you daddy it will la dun worry i'll be by your side alwayz...remember it's us (me n u) vs them(mum & bro)..the war has begun...
Dun u dare tell me hw my hp works bcz i've been using it for the past 9 months plus..so i'll knw hw it works n all, if u dun wan 2 call juz say so, dun cum up wif silly excuses n btw it's nt the end of the world if u stop talking to me bcz life still goes on...
And to that someone whu has totally vanished in2 thin air, wah if i ever see u anywhere trust me i'm gna ignore u completelyla, bcz u no longer exist ...n u call urself a fren oh gosh, hw cum u ppl still exist n wht do u take girls for... toys?You n ur crappy stories abt hw great u r in tht area..it was all juz bull****, nvm ther's a person abve us watching all this..n hw knws he 2 handle u morons
-our
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